So for the past few weeks I have finally decided to go out and have fun again. Which of course always surprises me on how much trouble I get myself into. Honestly drinking and drugs don't go well for me. I seem to have this evil spirited attitude that seems to appear when the opportunity arises.
I have this ability to create trouble but I love it just as much as I love drugs and booze especially Jack Daniels. Jack and I have been separated for quite a few years but we are always trying to balance out our relationship. He always seems to work his way back into my life.
So this year 2012 I want to have fun and get into lots of trouble with different people and different situations. Is is so wrong after trying to be good in a relationship which I failed completely?
I just can't help it, the basic relationship of working then coming home, cooking dinner, watching tv and then having sex and falling to sleep and then doing the same pattern all over again is just not me. I was so fucking bored in a relationship that I think I looked for trouble just to amuse myself in my boring relationship. Seriously boring, I liked our relationship when I could show up at 9-10 pm - fuck the shit out of him in all sort of weird positions and then rest and disappear in the middle of the night.
It was me and suited me fine. The less he chatted, the more I liked him. Honestly he really never had anything to say but he was really funny in bed, so once again so amusing for me.
So fuck the traditional relationship or normal shit - is it so wrong for me to have fun and then disappear and make a cute statement saying, "Call me as I want to fuck you again."
I didn't really say I wanted to see you again, but I wouldn't mind fucking you again. And NO Sleepovers - honestly everyone looks like shit in the morning and the bad breath!!! Not into it. So what Breakfast is NOT Served here.
I really don't think there is anything wrong with this
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